I had a friend over to my place last night, one I've known a couple of years now, but never had anything but a platonic friendship with. Though I've been completely smitten since we met. But he showed up last night and there was something slightly different when he kissed me hello.
We laid on my bed and talked, all very innocent. Then I cuddled into him and he went with it. Then I had my hand under his shirt, stroking his belly and his chest. All the while talking like we always do. His nipples kept getting hard as I touched them. I kissed him a couple of times, chaste and closed mouthed, which isn't unusual for us.
And then, as he was getting ready to head out, he slipped his tongue into my mouth for the first time.
Threshold of revelation.
He's a fantastic kisser.
No idea what, if anything, it means. There are some things that count against us, but they might matter, they might not.
And, honestly, I'm fine either way. If we're friends, friends who make out, or some kind of dating-y thing, I would not object to any of those options. The first time we met, we talked for five hours and I knew that he was going to be a part of my life on some level.
So, providing he doesn't wig about us making out, all is good. And if he does, I think I can talk him down and wait out the angst.
I feel this warm, buzzy feeling. I really need to kiss like that more often. Whether with him or with someone else.
We laid on my bed and talked, all very innocent. Then I cuddled into him and he went with it. Then I had my hand under his shirt, stroking his belly and his chest. All the while talking like we always do. His nipples kept getting hard as I touched them. I kissed him a couple of times, chaste and closed mouthed, which isn't unusual for us.
And then, as he was getting ready to head out, he slipped his tongue into my mouth for the first time.
Threshold of revelation.
He's a fantastic kisser.
No idea what, if anything, it means. There are some things that count against us, but they might matter, they might not.
And, honestly, I'm fine either way. If we're friends, friends who make out, or some kind of dating-y thing, I would not object to any of those options. The first time we met, we talked for five hours and I knew that he was going to be a part of my life on some level.
So, providing he doesn't wig about us making out, all is good. And if he does, I think I can talk him down and wait out the angst.
I feel this warm, buzzy feeling. I really need to kiss like that more often. Whether with him or with someone else.
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